Yesterday was very painful; I had to get my herpes taken off and now my teeth, and gums hurt like hell. They hurt so bad that I didn’t want to come to school today, so now I’m at home in pain. I might get a thousand text messages saying “were have you been!??!!” “Why weren’t you at school today?” So hopefully my mouth will get better tomorrow, when they took off my herpes off it felt like my mouth was being yanked apart by two giant hooks attached to a truck. When they took the top ones off, they told me to rinse my mouth out. I walked over to the sinks to get a plastic cup of water; blood was slowly dripping down my lips. I opened up my mouth and my whole mouth was caked in blood, when I see blood it’s not a problem to me. I rinsed my mouth out a couple of times then the bleeding stopped. That was the most painful day I ever had; the next morning was like getting my herpes all over again!

Journal from October 5 2009,

Well today in English was ok, but I was mostly annoyed by disturbing sounds of sexual moans coming from the left side of the room. I haven’t really munched about this guy, and I rather not say his name. So anyway he thinks he can get a girl just by making these sexual noises across the room or in the halls. It’s so annoying, its like a mating call coming from a perverted whale! I can’t stand him anymore, he’s way to clinging, and I just want to pin him down and yell “you don’t need a girl to be happy!!!!!!!” He complains all day how he can’t win a girl’s heart, well-sorry not my problem.